The sensitivity to failure and embarrassment is huge…

They say don’t cry over spilt milk and I don’t, I just berate myself for an hour and smack myself in the back of the head like “wtf is wrong with you, you goddamn worthless asshole, butterfingers piece of shit, how could you drop a pencil!? Christ you’re worthless. You have the audacity to bitch about being single and yet you can’t even hold a pencil.”

It’s fun to have a brain that hates you more than anything in the universe could possibly hate something. Lol