I like the following method. I promise to myself that if things are going to continue to be as they are, I’m going to kill myself. I plan what needs to be done, how to prepare and staff and suddenly I can see clearly through my emotions.
Weird and dangerous method compared to crying, but I can’t cry when I’m in a negative cycle.
I always have that method planned out, but also I cry often when I want to. So while I haven’t cried at work or in “public” settings since I was younger than 10, I have cried during about 500 movies. Shit I think I was teary eyed watching David Attonboroughs, Ocean last night. Throw in just about every other movie with a desperate act of loyalty which would be stupid to do in real life and near every decent animated movie and it adds up quick.
I like the following method. I promise to myself that if things are going to continue to be as they are, I’m going to kill myself. I plan what needs to be done, how to prepare and staff and suddenly I can see clearly through my emotions.
Weird and dangerous method compared to crying, but I can’t cry when I’m in a negative cycle.
I always have that method planned out, but also I cry often when I want to. So while I haven’t cried at work or in “public” settings since I was younger than 10, I have cried during about 500 movies. Shit I think I was teary eyed watching David Attonboroughs, Ocean last night. Throw in just about every other movie with a desperate act of loyalty which would be stupid to do in real life and near every decent animated movie and it adds up quick.