Some stupid meme will appear in my head while I’m in public and a stupid grin will force itself into my face and obviously I don’t want people to look at me and think I’m crazy, or worse ask what I’m laughing about and the only thing that was on my mind was “born to shit, forced to wipe”.
Don’t. Just enjoy it.
To quote Robin Williams, “You’re only given a little spark of madness. You lose that? You’re nothing.”
https://youtu.be/TMmP4Qd7Yeo
Yup. OP, allow yourself to smile or chuckle. You might find that it was nervousness that made you so anxious to laugh in what you perceive as an inappropriate situation. Relax.
Ok but Robin was downright mad! And I loved that for him. RIP